Saturday, 10 October 2009

Busyyyyyyyyyy...xoxoxox

CIE EXAM STARTS ON NEXT THURSDAY ONWARD!
MORE UPDATES WILL BE UP TILL AFTER THE WHOLE THING IS OVER! UNLESS FOR SPECIAL CASES..
STAY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES..
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY EXAM...
PLSSSSSSSSSS....
TQTQTQTQTQ!
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I'M PISSED..
MY LAPTOP IS RUINED!
I GONNA FORMAT IT AGAIN AFTER THE EXAM.. ARGH
PIECE OF JUNK!

Saturday, 19 September 2009

Stroke?!

Seriously I think I'm at high risk of getting stroke..
I gone so angry just now I can feel the blood surge through the vein in my head which means my brain..
Damn! So damn angry!
So so so wanna scold the f words to that that annoying enormous ugly mouth! Argh..
Buddies, you will know who I mean.. lol
Releasing my stress..
CIE AS Exam is like less than 25 days away.. And I'm still here.. doing this..
Wasting my time..
Wasting my holidays.. Wasted 5 days already.. Still my sitting here waiting for the time to pass..
I swear! I crossed my heart 1 half minute ago I will study tomorrow! At least for 3 hours or else I will... I will... I will.. Burn all my money! Yup, that's what I gonna punish myself!
Yup.. I will study tomorrow!.. T.T For my money!
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PS: I'm out of my mind.. IGNORE ME.. T.T
PPS: God, I'm too young to die of stroke.. I'm only 17 years and 11 months old! I wanna to live longer.. Please to worsen my gastric! I had enough of it!

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

Happy Raya Holidays!

Finally! It's over! No more arteries and veins! No more KMnO4!
I get band 6.5 for my IELTS..
Listening 6.5
Reading 6.5
Writing 6.5
Speaking 6
Overall band 6.5
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Great! I dunno if I should retake or not.
Because my writing I already get 6.5
Most Universities accept that.. Plus my overall band is 6.5 already.
I checked on the Internet that IMU nutrition accept band 6.5
May be I will further my studies to that field..
Waste of time & money if I retake and I'm really very busy preparing for my AS.
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I totally forgotten how we did this..
But this red colour is the colour you can see from the fireworks.. =)
I get a big fat C for my Chemistry..
Actually I'm not really that disappointed.
I didn't prepare well this time..
I screwed every single organic chemistry question.
I don't have time to even touch that..
Before the exam I was only hoping that I can pass this exam..
Paper 1 is really really tough! Paper 2 was tough for me too..
Paper 3, careless!
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No A for MOCK I guess. Haiz.. =(
Blame myself!
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Anyway, its over now..
Gotta make full use of my time now..
I have exactly a month left till my actual AS Exam! Wulala? =(
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Right after IELTS Speaking Test..
We all went to.... MIDVALLEY!
I'm not driving! That's the best part =)
Chermaine is the one who fetch us all.
We actually planned to watch Orphan..
But the tickets sold out..
So, we watched I Love You, Beth.C
Not nice at all! Main reason is the guy is a GEEK! lol
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Hiding in the fitting room..
Chermaine can't find us! HAHA!
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Me . Sharon . Anna
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Me . Chermaine ( The driver )
Nothing much to blog about actually.. lol
It's too long ago, I can't really remember what had happened.. XD


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Happy Birthday Lysa!
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The surprise birthday cake!
Even I'm surprised! lol
Because I don't know it's her birthday until my friend told me..
Actually most of us don't know..
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We went to eat buffet steamboat at Puchong!
RM21.80 per person only.
They even have ice-cream! Argh!
Makes me miss the tom yam! Lol
I don't enjoy tom yam last time until last night.
I'm in love with tom yam!
OMG!
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Ridiculous! They even have this star fish ball!
I was very zdao!
Hui Min put chili sauce on it.. Lipstick she said.. XD
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Lysa. Me. Hui Min
Lol, my ugly photo.. Don't see my face!
See the other two.. Lol..
Lots of photo more at the other friend's phone.. =.=
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Lastly.. This is us! All squeezed together.. =.=
The one with blue top is Thalita..
She can speak Chinese!
Omg! She drives super fast!
I was chasing her like mad last night!
OMG!
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For me these few days really quite malang.. Seriously.. I was quite angry today, I even called Mic to release my anger.. I think I have to telan it once more.. For some reasons I really tak sampai hati to be mad with him... But it's really hard for a gf to accept it.. I don't even have space to like fa xie! Argh! She is such a bitch! UGLY BIG MOUTH! I HATE U! WHO U THINK U R?! HIS GF! IF THAT SO, GO AHEAD AND TRY TO BE! U THINK ITS EASY! IT IS NOT AT ALL! WAIT TILL U TASTE THE FEELING OF ME FELT TODAY! YOU DAUGHTER OF A BITCH! Why you just can't tell her NO for like once and for all?! Can't she just save back some of her maruah and just get her ass of him!
Argh! I'm so damn frustrated! I think I gonna gone insane soon! Very soon! Fxxx!
How I wish nobody see this!
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PS : I have more holidays than you all.. Blek! >.<

Saturday, 22 August 2009

I'm just trying to protect myself..
I don't want to get hurt anymore..
I'm not being a baby..
I just feel scare..
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Waiting for the message that never come..
Waiting all the time for...
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Am I always that wrong?
Is that wrong to feel worry?
Is that wrong to feel unfair?
Is that wrong to hate the devil?
Is that wrong for me to spend more time with you?
I'm afraid that I'll regret for not spending more time with you..
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MOCK is around the corner and my brain is thinking of other things else..
Why can't I be more concentrate like last time?
I wish I can, but I can't.. Because of... worrying for something that I shouldn't be worrying..
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But I trust you..


I hate myself.. >.<

Friday, 14 August 2009

Happy Anniversary To Us ^^

Hsu-yi drew them.
I paste the rose on it..
A broken rose.. Kesian..
I'm making it flat now..
Dry it, then make it into book mark..
If can lar..
It was on last Wednesday actually..
I had to go to M'sian Studies..
Got quiz.. The whole day I was like so pissed..
On my day, my beautiful day and the M'sian Studies made me have to go out after 5pm..
Luckily because of the quiz, anyone had done the thing then can leave already..
So, I did it as fast as I can..

Oh! The mechanic lecturer, Mr.Chin!
Argh, I hate him..
Seriously, he annoy me a lot..
I was on make up that day, so that after class I can straight go out..
I think he can't recognise me..
But it is not possible because not that it is the first time I wear make up to his class..
Then in the middle of class, he suddenly asked me..
Are you new here? I never see you before..
Then I say : '' I'm not new..
Then he like so not believe me and thought that I had been skipping his class from the beginning..
Pissed!

Fat Prince's present..
Such huge and cute and adorable present!
How I hope I receive present so big like these..
Nicely wrap...
This present really cost me a lot! My sweat and blood!
It took me like 1 hour to travel from Sunway to Low Yat..
Actually half and hour can reach already but I dunno they way to go..
Somehow missed a turn I think..
So I have to come back to Cheras and then only head to Sg.Wang..
Phew.. I bought a very cute top there..
Hehe.. RM 22.90 only!
Too bad I ditegur by TXL because I wore that to class! =.=
I'm innocent!
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He requested to take this photo.. =.=
Sampat..
We went to Tony Romas.. So nice the ribs..
I didn't order that..
He did.. Way too expensive..
Tak sampai hati to order that..
Plus, I never went there before until that day..
I dunno what is good..
But now I know..
I miss the taste of the ribs.. Ah~
Must ask my dad bring me go next time!
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Devil.. Gila betul..
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He gave me roses! How sweet!
After all of my begging, he finally gave me!
Unexpected.. Haha..
Because at first he said no present because he going to treat me dinner..
A better one..
He did.. XD
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After we had ordered everything then he gave a lame excuse that his bro came to find he so he excused himself lo..
How can I fall for this kind of excuse..
Quite pissed at first, on a day like this he dump me alone there..
Since he go get me roses then I forgive him la.. XD
Took him quite a long time..
He said he lost.. @.@
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When he came back, those roses just pop in front of me..
I can't see anythg else except those roses..
So shocked... Dunno what to react that time..
Haha.. Too happy to say anything perhaps? lol
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Tadaa~ The currently dying roses.. Pity them..
See them drying up day by day... ='(
The green flowers actually are pink roses..
Just that they haven't bloom..
One of them bloom already.. Pink.. =)

We watched G.I Joe!
Very nice! Better than Transformer lo!
Must watched! I think The Proposal is ok only lar..
Some part funny lo..

I'm going his house for dinner later..
Need to face his mum again..
Not the first time I eat at his house..
But then, argh.. Her mum somehow found out something.. >.<
Please little rice this time!
Maybe I should starve myself first before I go there..
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I had to do this..
It is dying too fast..
This quite work!
Saved them a bit at least... I have to vase to put them ma..
So use bottle lo.. Luckily it fits!
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Stupid M'sian Studies! Got presentation!
Sakkai! Luckily I'm not the one who is going to present the thing...
But I'm the one who make the slide show la..
Luckily the skills haven't gone yet... =)

Friday, 7 August 2009

Argh! Frus!

KMnO4 + Benedict's Solution..
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Argh, frus.. Really frus..
Too much in my mind.. Too much...
Am I really that "baby".. Oh God! Please make me a lady already! At least a GIRL!
Not baby! T.T
Cannot have whatever I want already isn't it?
No more wind and rain? T.T
Seriously, I miss secondary school a lot..
College is not my cup of tea..
Kindergarten may be suit me better.. T.T
I have a brain full of knowledge of Chemistry, Biology and so on ( at least I have on those that I had studied la ) , but a mind of a baby..
How ridiculous?! How ridiculous?!!!!
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It was suppose to become dark blue.. Too little of Ammonia?
I can't remember what it is inside there.. Copper or Zinc?
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MOCK is 4 weeks away from me and I still not yet feel the fear..
My fear is on other things..
Oh Lord! Switch my fear onto my MOCK and CIE exam please!!
I feel that I put more hard work on SPM than in A Level..
This shouldn't happen!
Can someone please put a bit of pressure on me?
Black mail me or whatever it is!
Just make me study! T.T
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* Fishy* =)
I have nothing better to do.. Teehee..
I did my first speaking test..
Lmao... Band 4 I think.. Kill me..
My friend can easily get band 7 and me, I struggle through band 4..
Boohoo.. =(
i struggle in everything..
Writing, Reading, Listening and of course Speaking..
Wulala to me man..
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My fat Kuazi..
The only one on earth that I can bully..
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TXL said that he too manjakan me..
That's why now I'm so, so called " baby "... =.=
It is not true! So not true..
Erm, may be a little? Yup, little.. TINY bit of it is true.. TINY!
Is it? Am I convincing myself here? =)
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A proof of him manjakan me??
Forced to take photo with a... Bird? >.<
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My car broke down today..
WTH! What a bad bad day...
All dressed up, happily going out to meet my buddy for a movie...
Our sudden plan ( not so sudden ) ruined... T.T
Darn disappointed lar..
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TGI Friday? 5 days to go?
Hmm.. Excited? I dunno..
Received a HUGE surprise today..
Don't ask what, who, when and where..
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I gonna make him broke! As in broke in money!
TGI Friday... Wait for me...!
Don't make me dance on the table.. =.=

Friday, 31 July 2009

Stop Acting Like A Baby!

I'm not baby anymore..
No more no more!
I will be rational from now on!
I will judge things with proof and evidences from today onward!
No more assumption...
Assumption = wrong
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Chemistry Mock Practical Exam on 19th August '09
That is fast.. Faster than I thought..
I don't even have time to "digest" everything I have learned yet..
Wish me luck...
Trial Practical Exam is my first practical exam..
How cool is that? With no experience at all...
I think I will screw up my paper...
I want to score all A!!
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Mr.Leonard have not started a single mentor-mentee session with me yet..
How is he going to write my testi?
I don't want my testi to have all the "" grrrrrrr.... "" =(
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There goes the last bit of July...
A July with minimum happiness...
It's time for me to learn how to accept and swallow and eat those devils away...
Eat up every bit of you!
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12 days to go.. ^^
I'm waiting for it..