I'm just trying to protect myself..
I don't want to get hurt anymore..
I'm not being a baby..
I just feel scare..
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Waiting for the message that never come..
Waiting all the time for...
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Am I always that wrong?
Is that wrong to feel worry?
Is that wrong to feel unfair?
Is that wrong to hate the devil?
Is that wrong for me to spend more time with you?
I'm afraid that I'll regret for not spending more time with you..
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MOCK is around the corner and my brain is thinking of other things else..
Why can't I be more concentrate like last time?
I wish I can, but I can't.. Because of... worrying for something that I shouldn't be worrying..
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But I trust you..

I hate myself.. >.<