Random #10

Feel so awfully rotten..

I've officially ruined everything.

Nothing I do seems to be right.. 

Random #9

漸漸覺得自己連害怕的資格都沒有了～ 

最近看了人看人哭的一公升的眼淚～

原來真的很催淚～ 

哭得超慘的！

可是也同時讓我懂很多～

雖然我還沒學會，可是我會很努力的～

就算奇蹟可能不會出現，我也會試著去努力～

珍惜生命～

珍惜自己擁有的～

珍惜可以奔跑，可以呼吸，可以說話的我～ 

因為對許多人來說，可以奔跑，說話，已經是很幸福了～ 

同時也要尋找生存的意義～ 

Perseverance 

我首先需要的，應該是把自己的自信，一點點的找回來吧？ 呵呵

其實有很多，很多的事，我都收在心裡。

幾乎，應該說，沒有人知道～

其實我又有誰可以讓我訴苦的？

朋友們都會說，告訴他們，有他們在～

可是，他們會永遠 available for me？

他們也有他們的煩惱吖～

他們也有他們的人生～

有一天，他們總會為他們的人生離我而去～ 

還是默默的藏在心裡吧～ : )

PS: Sorry for all the emo posts. There're many happy posts, just that I don't have the time. Will be up soon, I hope. XD Bare with me, though I have no reader. LOL

Random #8

執著不應該執著的執著

很笨

對不對？

最近心情真的都無法平復～ 

我也不知道自己是在想什麼～

今天也把從臺灣來的慧馨送回去臺灣了～

突然不習慣，每天可以見到的她，就樣就回去了～

你來 Monash 上課好不好？ LOL

再幾天，寧也要飛了～靠！

你也不要走好不好？

以前 Elaine 飛的時候的心情又回來了～ :(

還有其他人～ 

都飛得那麼的遠～ 

你們都飛回來陪我慶生好不好？

走進了我的世界，可以不要就這樣離開嗎？

順帶一提～ 我的寶貝蘋果終於有衣服可以穿了～ Wee

我好掛住你地啊～ 快 D 番來！

Random #7

我疯了。

♥ Friends ~

Surprisingly I update my blog quite regularly this time.

Although I know I have limited readers. 

Well since I have time, why not?

Ever since I dropped a unit, uni is less hectic.

Less, but still hectic. 

I try to study or should I say read, whenever I have time. 

I try not to skip lectures or tutorials. 

I really had my lessons. 

I will never, never skip anything! 

I can't count on anyone. 

I may be suck at what I'm doing now. 

But I have to do it my way, do it with my own effort.

My dad is right, no one is able to help me. 

I must do things step by step, ON MY OWN!  

I dunno if it's because I'm a Libra or what.

I tend to think, things or matters should be fair.

Regardless of who or what. 

That's why sometimes whenever I feel unfair on this/that or what him/her did, I get kinda pissed off. 

I don't know if I'm a selfish kind of person or not.

But sometimes I became selfish because of the "unfair-ness".

Just to balance things out and also, of course because of I was pissed. 

I don't want to be a bad person. 

I do help, or try my best to help. 

Most of the time when I need help, nothing. 

I still had to do things on my own. 

Conclusion, suck it up and face it myself. 

Life is sucks. 

and life is never fair. 

Opps, so sorry, I got too carried away again. 

Actually I'm thinking whether or not to shut down my blog.

Things I write are really personal. 

I even laugh at myself sometimes after reading those posts. 

Too ridiculous and embarrassing. HAHA

Back to my topic. 

Last week was a blast! 

I finally get to catch up with everyone! 

Including my lovely Mic! ♥♥♥

Last Tuesday, as planned with my girls. 

My A Level buddies, The Kun-Kuns. 

Some weird names they created. LOL

♥ Italiannies @ Empire

We went to Empire, Subang for dinner.

We finally met each other at a place other than Sunway Pyramid!

But, in the end we went to Italiannies too. LOL

We had to no choice actually. 

Chilis was too full due to people breaking fast. 

So yea.

♥ My Girls

Yuan Ning, Huimin, Thalitha, Chinli and of course Sharon.

The other girls were all in the other parts of the world. 

We shall wait till end of the year! :)

This time Nelson joined us too! 

It had been awhile since I last saw him. ><

Not much of photos taken.

All of us were too busy catching up with each other's life.

So good to see them again! 

I cannot describe how happy I was and how glad and thankful I'm to know them and developed such friendship with them.

Love you all! ♥

♥ Group Photo

Then Wednesday, I randomly suggested a karaoke session. 

Fortunately Yuan Ning was free, so on Wednesday we went for karaoke with her!

The others were busy with classes and internships. 

So they were unable to join. 

It had been so long since I last sang with with GYN(Y.Ning).

ZOMGOMGOMG!

I was more than happy, I would say.

We went with Sharon and Ngow.

Yes, Ngow too! 

So long since I last heard his ugly voice too! Heehee

So, that was Wednesday. 

There was nothing special with Thursday. 

Erm, had dinner with Kt and Joyce. 

Joyce has been seeing me a lot recently.

Since last semester I think. 

I see her nearly once a week, at least! 

She is more like best friend to be than cousin. 

We are best friend that is related by blood! 

Cool huh? XD

Next was Friday! 

The unexpected! HAHAHA

Regular Friday. Ahem, was supposed to be a regular Friday.

Then, there was this stupid Anatomy tutorial replacement.

Suck, I cursed the entire day. Haha.

Honestly, my day was horrible since morning. 

Nothing worth mentioning, I shall skip it.

Due to that stupid replacement tutorial, I decided to stay till Saturday in Sunway, to avoid jam. 

So, Friday, as usual, when to pyramid for dinner with KT.

Then we watched a movie. Total Recall. 

Not bad I think. 

After dinner, suddenly Sharon whatsapp-ed me and asked me out.

She asked me out, without a destination! 

This girl is too random! HAHA

So, somehow, we get to Murni.

Then we thought of SC, suddenly. 

So I suggested to call him and asked him out.

Actually, I didn't think that he will say okay.

Oh well, the unexpected happened and he said okay!

So we went to his house and picked him up.

Stopped at a mamak and talked rubbish. #awesome #max #happy

Before we get to the mamak, we actually nearly died of car crash.

Thanks to Ngow's super awesome driving skill. 

ROFLAMO 

Thank god we were all okay! Phew.

So during the talk-rubbish-session, again I suggested karaoke.

Yes, in the middle of the night.

Since during weekends, my curfew will be at 3am. 

Once again, I thought that SC will say no. 

But, he said yes! OMG #faint

So we went and had a really good time. 

Like finally we get to gather together.

Talk, laugh, joke and insult! HAHA

Just like old times ♥

PS: Sorry for all the words. XD

♥ Random #6

考试加油
有种人，很喜欢，但只能是朋友

♥ High Tea @ Delicious, Sunway Pyramid

♥ Self shot

I shall stop using the word camwhoring. 

According to somewhere I read, it has a rather awful meaning. XD

There's this statement I saw on Facebook, I think it was so true and funny. LOL

“ 不自拍，还有谁来拍我 ”

Hilarious, isn't it? 

I think that statement is so mine!

Well, another friend of mine noticed that I'm so low in self-esteem. 

This is definitely getting worse. 

I have no idea why. 

Btw, I gained another layer of insulation. 

Man, I'm gonna be insane soon with all the weight gaining. 

OOI SHU EN, STOP EATING

It's so irony, this post is all about food : P

♥ Credit: Kathlene Hii :*

I bought this voucher from livingsocial.com/malaysia few months back. 

Livingsocial is something like Groupon, where there're many great deals for you to grab! : ) 

So I bought this tea set for two @ Delicious, Sunway Pyramid. 

Tea set at Delicious originally cost RM 69.48 (including tax)

Heehee, thanks to Sharon, I was able to grab this deal with KT before the deal was sold out.

We bought this voucher at only RM 34.70 (including tax). 

Since I shared this deal with KT, we only paid RM 17.35 each. Heehee

At first I planned to claim this deal together with Sharon and Ngow (they bought too).

But we were unable to find time to go together, so we went separately. 

♥ Delicious @ Sunway Pyramid

I must say, the environment was not bad. 

The service was okay, not good nor bad, just okay. 

Since we paid, KT and I decided to spend as much time as we can in the there. XD

FYI, they have free wifi there. : )

♥ Tea Set

The tea set comes with two cups of hot tea, your choice from the menu. 

Of course, we chose the most expensive ones. 

Then we got to choose a slice of cake from their display. 

Once again, we chose the most expensive cake they have. 

Starting from the bottom, they served six pieces of sandwiches including egg sandwich, cucumber sandwich and smoked-salmon sandwich. 

Since there were six pieces of sandwiches, KT and I had 3 each. 

♥ the smoked-salmon sandwich ^^

Apart from sandwiches, there were two appetizer-liked-something. 

I have to no idea what were those. 

Crispy on the outside. 

Just searched online. 

Those were Duck Confit in Filo Pastry. 

Pretty yummy I would say. Heehee

The second layer has scones, truffles and some cookies, served with jam and cream.  

Well, the scones and cookies were kinda dry and hard. 

I do not fancy them. 

I think Joyce would like them. 

We left most of the second layer untouched. 

Honestly the whole tea set was too much for KT and I. 

We sat there for two hours and still couldn't finish them. 

Last but not least~ 

My favourite, the top most layer. 

( PS: not sure if it's called as "layer". Sorry >< )

As mentioned, the slice of cake we ordered was Truffle Chocolate Cake and strawberries with chocolate dip! 

Are you guys drooling? Haha

The cake we ordered was so so so awesome. 

The after taste, the richness of chocolate, the sweet smell of the chocolate. 

Zomg! *melts*

KT and I will definitely go back for that slice of cake. 

♥ Strawberries with Chocolate Dip 

The chocolate dip they served was so yummy. 

I was l     l this close to drink it from the tiny jar. 

♥ Can-did. Heehee

I never like can-did shots because I never look good in one. 

I have really chubby cheeks and double layers chin. 

My face is forever round, which I really hate. 

But this photo surprisingly look not that bad. 

Credit: Kathlene Hii (KT)

The lightings in Delicious are bit dark. 

We couldn't get much photos that look good. :(

♥ Truffle Chocolate Cake 

Most photos were taken by KT btw. Heehee. 

Man, we totally forgotten to take photo together. T.T

My new-sem-resolution: 

Take more photos with my love ones. Heehee

Even random and nonsense ones. 

You will never know one day, those randomness will only be memories and no longer your daily routine. 

♥ Vintage Bracelet 

New shop in Sunway Pyramid where you get to choose your own charms and make them into your one and only necklace, earrings, bracelet, anklet and more. 

All vintage! 

Right opposite BBQ Plaza. 

If I'm not mistaken, the name of the shop is Vintage! : )

Price is okay. 

Not really cheap though. 

More posts will be up soon, I hope. 

So stay tuned. 

Ciao. 

PPS: I don't think I will proofread my posts. So, really sorry for any typo etc. :P

♥ Relatively Random #5

♥ I miss my long long hair ~ : (

Photo taken during Bea's belated birthday party.. 

Could I be anymore uglier on that day. sigh 

When did I ever look good anyway. T.T

Twitter or Facebook is no longer safe for me to express my feelings. 

So I came here.

♥ Daisy

Actually, I secretly wish that Friday, which is tomorrow, will never come. 

Sigh. It's so weird.

It's gonna be awkward.

I gonna feel like jumping into a hole at all time. 

It's not that I don't want to see him.

It's that, I know, he would not want to see me. 

Agh, damn. 

Pwease pray hard that I won't die of heart attack tomorrow. 

Perhaps they will forget about tomorrow. 

*fingers crossed*

♥ Second year, Second sem

♥ I cut my hair

Yes, huge mistake. 

I know. 

I look ugly than ever. sigh

My birthday is few months away. Sigh

I will look hideous on my birthday. 

My skin is getting worse too. 

I have no idea why. 

Lately, I'm so obsessed with my skin. 

I look so horribly pale and dark. 

Yes, dark and not tanned. 

I used to be fair. 

Real fair! 

Now I'm not anymore. 

My skin get more and more sensitive. 

Drier and drier. 

Ignore whatever you see in photos. 

Photos are not real. 

I'm looking for skin care products and foundations that can make my skin go back to normal.

Couldn't seem to find any though. 

I need blusher too. 

I don't want to look tired! :(

♥ My new air freshener  

Heehee, my room smells like rose now and it's pink! 

Daisy pen from someone~ 

^^ Thank you. I love it. 

♥ Green tea ice-cream with cheese cake : )

I miss this.. 

But Zen Restaurant is too expensive.  LOL

♥ Top and bottom I bought from Taiwan

Can't find these in Malaysia. 

My baby lappie finally fixed! 

I cannot believe my "I" key actually fell off from the keyboard. 

Luckily I got it fixed yesterday. 

Phew. 

Apple authorised service center is quite efficient. 

Got my lappie back on the day itself. 

Still haven't got my lappie any protection. 

Need cover, urgently! :(

Couldn't find any nice one. 

Myself, one the other hand, gained many layers of insulations. 

Sigh. I must must must get rid of my insulations!

Malaysia is hot! 

I don't need insulations! :( 

♥ Anatomy for Nursing

LOL, of course, I'm not a nurse-to-be.

Apparently uni is using this book. 

I'm not a fan of Anatomy. 

Sigh, please, this semester, I must get better grades. 

Recombinant DNA is even worse. 

I don't like DNA!!! T.T 

There's presentation this semester for Physiology. 

Sigh, I hate presentation. 

I only hope that I won't be a burden to my team. 

I'm supposed to be doing my tutorial now. 

But, I'm here, blogging and watching TVB Drama on PPS. :P

Oh god, I bought this lipstick for mum as her birthday present. 

She seems to think the color is too dark. :( 

This is why buying present for parents is hard!

Heehee, my mum tried the lipstick. 

I think the colour looks nice on her : ) 

♥ My desktop background

Heehee, really crazy of Chanel lately. 

I got lots of samples from Chanel. XD

Foundations and compact powders for free! 

Smart me. 

Highly recommend  lip balm and lip stick from Chanel. 

Yes, might be bit pricy.

But worth every penny. 

Better pay more than risk your lips on other cheaper products. 

I sound like a spoilt kid. >< 

I wonder how I gonna survive when I'm out to the society.