I'm just trying to protect myself..
I don't want to get hurt anymore..
I'm not being a baby..
I just feel scare..
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Waiting for the message that never come..
Waiting all the time for...
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Am I always that wrong?
Is that wrong to feel worry?
Is that wrong to feel unfair?
Is that wrong to hate the devil?
Is that wrong for me to spend more time with you?
I'm afraid that I'll regret for not spending more time with you..
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MOCK is around the corner and my brain is thinking of other things else..
Why can't I be more concentrate like last time?
I wish I can, but I can't.. Because of... worrying for something that I shouldn't be worrying..
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But I trust you..

I hate myself.. >.<

Happy Anniversary To Us ^^

Hsu-yi drew them.
I paste the rose on it..
A broken rose.. Kesian..
I'm making it flat now..
Dry it, then make it into book mark..
If can lar..
It was on last Wednesday actually..
I had to go to M'sian Studies..
Got quiz.. The whole day I was like so pissed..
On my day, my beautiful day and the M'sian Studies made me have to go out after 5pm..
Luckily because of the quiz, anyone had done the thing then can leave already..
So, I did it as fast as I can..

Oh! The mechanic lecturer, Mr.Chin!
Argh, I hate him..
Seriously, he annoy me a lot..
I was on make up that day, so that after class I can straight go out..
I think he can't recognise me..
But it is not possible because not that it is the first time I wear make up to his class..
Then in the middle of class, he suddenly asked me..
Are you new here? I never see you before..
Then I say : '' I'm not new..
Then he like so not believe me and thought that I had been skipping his class from the beginning..
Pissed!

Fat Prince's present..

Such huge and cute and adorable present!
How I hope I receive present so big like these..
Nicely wrap...
This present really cost me a lot! My sweat and blood!
It took me like 1 hour to travel from Sunway to Low Yat..
Actually half and hour can reach already but I dunno they way to go..
Somehow missed a turn I think..
So I have to come back to Cheras and then only head to Sg.Wang..
Phew.. I bought a very cute top there..
Hehe.. RM 22.90 only!
Too bad I ditegur by TXL because I wore that to class! =.=
I'm innocent!

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He requested to take this photo.. =.=

Sampat..

We went to Tony Romas.. So nice the ribs..

I didn't order that..

He did.. Way too expensive..

Tak sampai hati to order that..

Plus, I never went there before until that day..

I dunno what is good..

But now I know..

I miss the taste of the ribs.. Ah~

Must ask my dad bring me go next time!
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Devil.. Gila betul..

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He gave me roses! How sweet!

After all of my begging, he finally gave me!

Unexpected.. Haha..

Because at first he said no present because he going to treat me dinner..

A better one..

He did.. XD

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After we had ordered everything then he gave a lame excuse that his bro came to find he so he excused himself lo..

How can I fall for this kind of excuse..

Quite pissed at first, on a day like this he dump me alone there..

Since he go get me roses then I forgive him la.. XD

Took him quite a long time..

He said he lost.. @.@

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When he came back, those roses just pop in front of me..

I can't see anythg else except those roses..

So shocked... Dunno what to react that time..

Haha.. Too happy to say anything perhaps? lol
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Tadaa~ The currently dying roses.. Pity them..
See them drying up day by day... ='(
The green flowers actually are pink roses..
Just that they haven't bloom..
One of them bloom already.. Pink.. =)

We watched G.I Joe!
Very nice! Better than Transformer lo!
Must watched! I think The Proposal is ok only lar..
Some part funny lo..

I'm going his house for dinner later..
Need to face his mum again..
Not the first time I eat at his house..
But then, argh.. Her mum somehow found out something.. >.<
Please little rice this time!
Maybe I should starve myself first before I go there..
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I had to do this..
It is dying too fast..
This quite work!
Saved them a bit at least... I have to vase to put them ma..
So use bottle lo.. Luckily it fits!
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Stupid M'sian Studies! Got presentation!
Sakkai! Luckily I'm not the one who is going to present the thing...
But I'm the one who make the slide show la..
Luckily the skills haven't gone yet... =)

Argh! Frus!

KMnO4 + Benedict's Solution..

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Argh, frus.. Really frus..

Too much in my mind.. Too much...

Am I really that "baby".. Oh God! Please make me a lady already! At least a GIRL!

Not baby! T.T

Cannot have whatever I want already isn't it?

No more wind and rain? T.T

Seriously, I miss secondary school a lot..

College is not my cup of tea..

Kindergarten may be suit me better.. T.T

I have a brain full of knowledge of Chemistry, Biology and so on ( at least I have on those that I had studied la ) , but a mind of a baby..

How ridiculous?! How ridiculous?!!!!
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It was suppose to become dark blue.. Too little of Ammonia?

I can't remember what it is inside there.. Copper or Zinc?

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MOCK is 4 weeks away from me and I still not yet feel the fear..

My fear is on other things..

Oh Lord! Switch my fear onto my MOCK and CIE exam please!!

I feel that I put more hard work on SPM than in A Level..

This shouldn't happen!

Can someone please put a bit of pressure on me?

Black mail me or whatever it is!

Just make me study! T.T

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* Fishy* =)
I have nothing better to do.. Teehee..

I did my first speaking test..

Lmao... Band 4 I think.. Kill me..

My friend can easily get band 7 and me, I struggle through band 4..

Boohoo.. =(

i struggle in everything..

Writing, Reading, Listening and of course Speaking..

Wulala to me man..

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My fat Kuazi..

The only one on earth that I can bully..

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TXL said that he too manjakan me..

That's why now I'm so, so called " baby "... =.=

It is not true! So not true..

Erm, may be a little? Yup, little.. TINY bit of it is true.. TINY!

Is it? Am I convincing myself here? =)

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A proof of him manjakan me??

Forced to take photo with a... Bird? >.<

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My car broke down today..

WTH! What a bad bad day...

All dressed up, happily going out to meet my buddy for a movie...

Our sudden plan ( not so sudden ) ruined... T.T

Darn disappointed lar..

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TGI Friday? 5 days to go?

Hmm.. Excited? I dunno..

Received a HUGE surprise today..

Don't ask what, who, when and where..

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I gonna make him broke! As in broke in money!

TGI Friday... Wait for me...!

Don't make me dance on the table.. =.=

Stop Acting Like A Baby!

I'm not baby anymore..
No more no more!
I will be rational from now on!
I will judge things with proof and evidences from today onward!
No more assumption...
Assumption = wrong
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Chemistry Mock Practical Exam on 19th August '09
That is fast.. Faster than I thought..
I don't even have time to "digest" everything I have learned yet..
Wish me luck...
Trial Practical Exam is my first practical exam..
How cool is that? With no experience at all...
I think I will screw up my paper...
I want to score all A!!
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Mr.Leonard have not started a single mentor-mentee session with me yet..
How is he going to write my testi?
I don't want my testi to have all the "" grrrrrrr.... "" =(
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There goes the last bit of July...
A July with minimum happiness...
It's time for me to learn how to accept and swallow and eat those devils away...
Eat up every bit of you!
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12 days to go.. ^^
I'm waiting for it..

Stress, Go Away!

I gonna be mad, insane, crazy! Really really soon..
Too much in my mind..
I dunno what to do..
Lost, totally lost...
Mood swing, SWing, SWING!!!
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I'm scare.. Of... Lots of stuff..
No one to talk to.. Because I dunno where to start from...
I don't even know what i'm thinking..
Can't even release my stress..
I need a break!
Mentally and physically..
I'm exhausted..
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Something is bothering me..
Hunting me! I tried to ignore it..
I tried to convince myself that it make no harm to me..
But how long will it remain harmless?
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Is it really harmless?
Is it hurting me mentally? Trying to eliminate me?
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Devils please go away.. I don't like all of you! You are bad!
Stop torturing me..
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** Talking craps and wasted 0.5 hour..
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Maths are killing me..
I spent 2-3 hours to solve 1 or 2 questions..
Which is ridiculous..
My Chemistry is a total mess!
1 month more till doom day..
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Stop being dumb! Wake up wake up!!
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He Cheated On Me!

What the *tut* !!!

What a 3 timer!!!

Cheated on me as if I'm blind?!!!

You have your LYC, fine, I don't mind!

What the.. Now another one...

What are you thinking?!

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Shame on you, look at you ugly face.. omg..

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PS : The above statement is for fun and entertainment only.. Not quite true one ( I hope =/)...

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Stress, I'm stress!!

I'm wasting my time! Argh.. I'm just too lazy to move.. Less than 2 months till Mock Exam..

How am I gonna die?

I will soon be a dead meat..

Bio is 2 weeks behind schedule.. What the ****

To ALL Ex-5D students..

All Ex - 5D students...

You all shall open your mouth and laugh your ass off!!!

Our famous school grass has his ugly side!

I think he will hate me a lot..

Please don't let him know about this...

Wah! TXL's huge head is there also... XD

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What if a fly goes in there? I cannot imagine!!

Wonder who took this photo?

Found in TXL's facebook..

Blame him.. XD

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Can't help missing school days'...

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