The Battle Of Me & myself...

I got back all my papers..
It is kinda sucks..
I get 4A(s), 3B(s), 3C(s) and a E/G ( add math )
But at least I didn't fail any subject.. I guess..
Not sure yet..
If add maths is going to + project marks.. I'm not going to fail..
Angry of myself.. I don't understand why I can't remember all the things I read..
Other people use 1 week to complete a subject but I need 1 month..

So much different! Sometimes I feel that it is so not fair..

I need to work so many times harder and anyone else.. WHY?!

1 month more till SPM.. I'm DOOM..
I'm lack of time but still I'm sitting here blogging and continue wasting my time..
I just can't sit still and study.. It is so impossible to me..
Frustrated..
God, please.. Please help me...
I want to get good result for my SPM.. Please!!
Grant my wish please!!!
Many people and even teachers say that this year SPM will extraordinarily difficult..
I'm doom.. I'm doom...
This is all rubbish! Why am I writing rubbish here? Why?
@#$%^&*!