Friday 15 January 2010

Ups and Downs~~

In these few weeks, there will be a lot of big changes in my life...
Incredible...
I was quite excited to those days to come but, I changed my mind~~
It is not as good as I thought anymore...
My plans, I think they may have to just lie inside my brain forever and ever...
Never plan things ahead, you will get more disappointment than you can imagine..
Result is coming out next week, dunno which day yet, depends on when the CIE wants to post out the result~
Oh god, why can't you just let it out already!
Just let all the bad things all come together, let me get through it all in one time, PLEASE!!
I don't think I can be strong, I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I'm.. Have to fake my smile I guess, I don't want my buddies to worry about me =)