Sunday 10 July 2011

Yes, No, Maybe??

Today's weather is quite good isn't it~

Well, result is out~! Quite shocked because I expect to receive the text message in the evening instead of afternoon!
I passed everything! This is good, I don't have to waste anymore money to retake any subject! I got my Distinction for Biology and the others were all Credits~
I must say, MY RESULT SUCKS TO THE MAX!
At first I was quite relief because I passed! But now no!!
There are problems waiting for me!
How am I gonna go Clayton now?! My average is not 70% above!
Now what?! Go Gippsland instead? NO! I don't want to go there!
Or should I just stay in Malaysia and continue to be a coward!

I'm just not good enough! Really! 67% is really just me!
My kind of marks! That is really the kind of mark I can get in my entire life!
Slightly higher than half!

I got no faith in myself anymore!
I seriously do not wish to waste any sen!
Sending me to Australia is really a waste of time and money!
Although I met the requirement to go Monash in Gippsland but I don't want to take the risk of wasting my dad's money!
If those money are mine, doesn't matter but those money are not mine!
I cannot take the risk unless I'm 100% sure going Australia will benefit me!

I should have chose other easier course instead of this!
No one to blame but me!
I didn't work hard enough! I didn't concentrate!
I slacked too much!
Yea, shoot me! I deserve it! FML!

我未免太高估我自己的能力~
我真的适合读这科吗?
我真的不懂!!!