Monday 20 June 2011

Happy Dad's Day~ ♥

Happy belated Dad's Day~
Celebrated the day with my daddieee~ ♥ Love him so much~~
Don't think he will see this but still he knows I love him~
That's all matter~ : )

Last time when we were young, we used to make him cards and all~
But now, not anymore~ Sorry~ : (
But, I appreciate what he did~
He will always be the one who support me, love me, no matter what happens~
I know who to look for when I need someone~
Sometimes, I feel I just can't grow up when he is around~
I'll always DADDYYYYYYYYY!!!
Teehee~ Dad, I love ya~

He is the person I don't want to let down the most!
He has all his hopes on us, I know~
He always tell us that it doesn't matter if we earn little, as long as we work and earn ourselves the correct way, not by stealing, or doing anything against the law.
He always says do what you think is meaningful. You can study whatever course you want, as long as it is a proper occupation~
Daddy will support you.. :')
He had really taught us well~
I know my brother too don't want to disappoint him..

I had been thinking a lot lately, thinking too much...
I'm going through a hard time..
I need time to trust people around me...
I doubt everyone..
I have this feeling that people are looking down on me, they are thinking negative stuffs of me, blablabla and bla~
I know, Sharon said I too care about what people think, I know..
I just can't control myself...
My self-esteem had dropped to the negative, not zero... Still dropping.. =S
I need time to find myself back...
I lost myself for so long that I didn't even realise~
It's time that it's about me and not anyone else..
Being hurt two times in a row in such a short time is not that fun!
Really!
Sometimes I do feel lonely, when I'm alone~
Too used to have someone around me. Now, not anymore.
My girlfriends have their own life too, I can't stick to them 24/7, am I right?
Sigh~ Never mind~I'll be fine, I guess.
Well, sometimes, dad is not such a good company. I don't want him to worry.
Teenagers just can't tell every single thing to their parents, don't you think? HAHA.. =P

I fell again and again, because I trust people too easily..
Yes, I'm too naive! I know...
This world is not as simple as I thought..


Money is really a big problem to me now.. Argh..
I wanna work!!! I don't want to spend my parent's money!
=X I shall spend lesser now.
I doubt that I'm able to earn enough money for myself in future.. Sigh~


Gonna be away for approximately two weeks~ Till then~ : )